Recently a dear friend is going through a terrible relationship crisis. Her long distance relationship has been going on for 18 months and it turns out that her beau is still seeing the woman who’s supposed to be an ex-girlfriend.
That lying cheating bastard was in town for 10 days. The thought of him still hanging around the city where she calls home makes her flesh crawl. She believes that once he goes back to where he comes from, her life will return to normal. I have tried to get her out of the house but she keeps saying that she’s not ready to face her social circle yet. She flaked on us on New Year’s Eve at the last minute.
Dealing with a breakup is never easy. Only time will ease the pain and heal the broken heart. The next one is always better!
In her Email she goes on explaining why she couldn’t be with friends on New Year’s Eve.
我跟他的事情還沒處理完，
I’m so sorry。
可是事情還在繼續糟糕下去，
我現在還無法談，跟朋友們談會我有罪惡感！
你會氣死，我也講不出口！
我沒辦法出門，
滿腦子都是些奇怪的東西，
幾個字眼一直在繞：騙子、傻子、WHY、謊言，
等他下週回去，無法有機會見到或聯繫，
或許比較容易一點，
我先靜一下，
Okay？Don’t worry！
我完全是個傻子 但不是做傻事的type
你說的我都知道，
你不說的我也都知道。
可是現在，我沒有那麼strong。
就算出去我也是假笑、會ㄍㄧㄥ著、hold著，
我不想那麼噁心！
下週好嗎？
接下來的一分鐘，究竟會出現什麼我都不知道。
不過，不是期待有答案或是希望。
可不可以一次就斃命？
不要在我身上畫幾刀、讓我慢慢流血而死。
他走之後，我可能可以偽裝的比較好。
現在他人還在台灣，我一直被懸宕。
停不下來，就是沒辦法。
Thank you dear。I am not that strong now。
Let us meet till next week。
請先讓我完全死心。
